Back to childhood

Can you grow up and be mature like an adult?My mom asked me in a hysteric tone, but ma how can I?I don’t think have a childhood before, no never.I went to lots of tutorials.I am told to be a perfect child.I want to handle own life now. But first step, I want to experience those lost childish memory.

step one: looking for swings

I always admire those children play swings, they laugh, even scream…which sometimes sounds horrible but I want to be like that! Thus I start to look everywhere with swings, make a collection of photos when I am flying.Children parks are always good places to go.

step two:animal crossings

I never play animal crossings,or have a pet, but I fancy animal a lot, which sounds not good to my mom. “Hygiene problem!”she thought touching other animal could give me cholera, what about human?I am joking… anyway I want to go to the farm, maybe I am inspired by sheep Shane.Those sheep always remind me of that character.

I like city farm, it gives me chaotic feeling, conflict, big contrast.Animals live in metropolitan, I bet they swear a lot, probably more than me. But too bad I cannot understand their language, or I could learn a new way to curse.

step three:strike and adventure

I didn’t skip a class before, even in college, no absence no sick leave, omg.

but my tutor sent me email about he is sick, yes today is the day, this is the moment(singing)I am on strike today! No one can stop me.I am going to have a wonderful adventure. Nah I go to Richmond to observe deer, I am little afraid that creature, they can smash me in any minute , literally!Mommy I am sacred… ah I guess I am still a child.